here are some things to think about before you decide
1) I know what it feels like to want to die. I really do. I know what it is like to feel like things are so bad, that you will never be able to make them better and it would be so much easier not to live. I am not just some doctor, telling you what I learned in school but I am someone who has felt like you do (and maybe worse).
2) If you decide to end your life, you have no more choices. Think about it. You can never take back that decision and never make any other decisions. If you live, you can still make choices. Do you want to make one choice that will take away your right to choose ever again?
3) No matter what the situation is, no matter what seems like it will never get better, you will not always feel this bad. I 100% promise that part. This is the bottom, what you feel right now but there will be much better times, but if you die now, you will let the bottom feeling win when its not the winner.
4) Your parents, your family and your friends will never get better if they lose you. No matter how good or bad your relationship with your parents, your friends, or others around you, how much you feel that you love or hate them, losing you will change their lives